Bocs, Cseni, ez nem kifejezetten Neked szól, csak le kell írnom, mert jön... :)
I have a confession to make...
As time goes by, my senses get clearer. I'm apparently changing, just as you are - every minute. I miss my home less and less every day, don't feel the same craving for alcohol, tobacco and generally addictive things (except for sex maybe) or to do something really immature and insane. I'm becoming comfortable with my new home here and as I'm working on it, I find myself actually loving my life.
I still love you with all my heart and mind and will never say no if you need me. I could still jump out of bed in the middle of the night if you want me to :)
The fact that we don't have as many opportunities to talk is not your fault nor mine, it's life and how we live it. You always have time for everything you truly want to do. It's not your fault. Nor mine. It's our decision.
I'm not complaining :) I'm being honest.
You know, friendships depend on the tiny things, that we don't share when we are not together every week. Things that you don't think are important enough to make me want to read your letter with interest, so you decide not to mention the significant news either. I'm happy to know you and have you as a friend.
It's an honour :)
LÁVBÓT és Cosmo :)
xxx
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